Maturing means a lot of things. I don’t have all that much going for me. The one thing I do have is that I try harder than anyone I know. I’m damn proud of that. I’ve made leaps on my comfort level with myself. This one thing… I’m not sure why I can’t overcome. But, this is the next step. Cold turkey! Like every habit, once you start, it’s so hard to stop. So, cold turkey. Hands off. There’s no reason why I can’t overcome this. It’s such a waste of time and it’s so bad for me. It’s sadly for some reason stress relieving. I need to find a substitute. Music. That will be my substitute. I do have an inner peace. I just need to find it.
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